Deep thoughts today, might not make sense to you but it’s been a good day here, with lots of crying (and lots of patience from W). Really. Good.
I’m on an interesting journey, learning a lot about myself. I’m stronger than I think I am in some ways, and in other ways, I’m not nearly as strong as I like to think I am.
I set my standards high, sometimes too high, and I’m too hard on myself when I don’t live up to my ideals. And some of those ideals stopped making sense a while back and I just haven’t realized it yet. I need to love myself more. Judge myself less. Accept things as they are and deal with them.
(no, seriously, there’s nothing wrong.)