Part of Sabbath’s comments didn’t get properly responded to.

And what does that teach them? That they should put every waking moment of their lives on hold for their children?

I would rather have my daughter grow up knowing that she can still be a wonderful mother, and foster/enjoy whatever talents or desires she has. Because maintaining that balance is important to me. We want to foster these wonderful independent people, and it just feels backwards to not also tend to our own independence.

And WHY is it bad to have other interests outside of your children. And what about Mom’s that work in the home? Are there times when our stay at home ventures may interfere with how much attention we pay to our children? You bet. But why is that better than working outside of the home?

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I don’t know anyone who thinks that putting “every waking moment of their lives on hold” is a good thing. Nor do I know anyone who does this for an extended period of time. Fact is, there are times when our children need us THAT much. And there are times they don’t need us quite as much. There were a few days when Genna was sick several months ago that I did exactly that – I put EVERY moment of my life on hold for her. She needed me THAT much. That’s my job as parent. Over the Memorial Day weekend, we finished up our chicken coop. Genna spent most of the weekend entertaining herself (or being sung to or whatever) while I worked with both hands and no baby attached to my body. She didn’t need me as much. When she needed me more than that, I put down my tools and gave her my attention. Same with Wally, who needed me far less, but still has needs for attention. It’s not every waking moment, it’s on an as-needed basis. I’m having trouble coming up with even one example of someone who has put “every waking moment” of their life on hold for their children. So this is a gross overstatement, probably trying to make a point, but the point is weakened by the hyperbole. (whoo hoo, vocabularly.)

The second paragraph quoted above, I respond in much the same way. I don’t know why one would need to work outside of the home to enjoy whatever talents they have. (I’m not going to talk about enjoying whatever desires one has, as the idea at its root is abhorrent to me.) Even if I didn’t own a business, I would still sew, and knit, and craft, and create, and write, and read, etc. Because I’m still me. Again, I am coming up empty when trying to think of moms who don’t pursue their own interests as there is time. Some interests, by nature, have to go – there just aren’t enough hours in the day, and when you add something you necessarily have to take something away.

Why is it bad to have interests outside of your children. I don’t see anywhere where I have said that. Nor have I ever said it. (this is known as a strawman.)

But this is important – why is working IN the home better than a regular job outside the home? Because when we work in the home, WE are the ones raising our children. My SIL worked full time when her kids were little, and they went to grandma’s house. It was a wonderful arrangement, all things considered. My sister in law did not raise her children. She missed their first words, their first steps. She spent 9-10 hours EVERY DAY away from them, and then they went to bed almost as soon as she got home. She spent the weekends and maybe an hour or two daily with her kids, that’s it.

I work mornings at my house. After breakfast and homeschool, we go down to my office and I work until 1 or 2. But not constantly. I stop every time Genna or Wally needs me. Needs me to run to get a snack, or to nurse, or to be hugged, or just to have a conversation. We have a connection constantly as the day goes by. It’s far, far from ideal. It exhausts me, and I don’t love that I have to repeat 8 billion times, “I’m sewing right now, but when I’m done we’ll go do that.” But it pays the bills and gives him a better (according to research) situation than if I went to an office 8 hours every day.

Maybe you don’t know this about me, but I worked outside the home for over a year when Wally was, hm, 2? Part time, only evenings or weekends. Thought I’d let you know.

I also had to push his needs aside when caring nearly full time for my mother before she died. That was less than ideal, as well, but was necessary. He was with me all the time, so I could give him attention as needed, usually, but he probably would have been happier, all things considered, if he could have spent some days with his grandparents. (We won’t get into why that didn’t happen.)

I’m not trying to be mean, but these are IMPORTANT points you made, and several of them are based on false premises and I get SO TIRED of people writing comments under my posts that SEEM like theyr’e comments on the post, but really aren’t because they have nothing to do with what I wrote, but serve to put words in my mouth. It’s really really maddening.

And, really? “decide what kind of parents we want to be without placing judgment on the choices that others make.” Yes, THIS pushes a button. If you want to see judgementalism, stick around for a few months because I’ve got some things percolating. But THIS was not being judgemental.

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4 responses to “Part of Sabbath’s comments didn’t get properly responded to.

  1. WOW. I don’t even know what to say to this.

    I never discussed what you did or do in your own home. Nor did I imply that you neglected your kids by working in your home. It’s become very plain to me that even though you have stated otherwise that I have upset you very much with my comments and my opinions. But, to post my comments on your blog, and then pick them apart is absolutely uncalled for. And rude, I might add.

    I think it’s time to lay off here. I have NEVER made direct comments towards what you choose to do with your kids, and to be quite frank you are starting to push my buttons here. I am glad that working inside of the home has worked out well for you, but my comments WEREN’T ALL ABOUT YOU. So please, stop taking everything I said personally. I am sorry that I ever started this conversation, and I regret ever thinking that I could have an open discussion with you on this.

  2. Sabbath are you reading the same things I am? I didn’t think you were talkingabt me, but I pulled examples from my own life as relevant. I am not mad, thank you for your concern and as I stated the only button you have pushed is the one where pol respond here to thing I have not said. Being brief as I am typing on the ipod and it is a pita.

    I would call responding to what you said abt what I said a conversation…not rude. I assume when someone responds on a blog – any blog – they are seeking discussion. If that is not what you were seeking I apologize. Inthe future if you want to comment but not hear my thouhts on your comment, you mightconsider stating so from the outset. (though fair warning I would prob delete any such comments

    I enjoy a good back and forth and sometimesparyicular convos spark addtl thoughts and I write those too. That is one of the purposes behind this blog. Not just to talk about how adorable m my kids arebut deeper thoughts on life in general

  3. WOW! Isn’t it wonderful that we live in a world where we can all express our different thoughts AND feel free to do so!!

    I am the child of a mom who should not have stayed home. HOWEVER, she recognized this very early, went to work, and when she was married, she and my dad made decisions to have one of them home 90% of the time with me (and then my sister). My parents sacrificed by working opposite shifts most of my life, so that we would always have one parent at home with us. If it would have leaned towards someone staying at home with us full time, we would have had a great Dad at home with us.

    I think it is great that we can tink about our decisions, and those of others in an environment like blogging. Through this, we can all learn from each other.

    I enjoyed these posts questioning our decisions, and thought processes.

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